Alpha and Omega

It's been just four days and it feels like four years... Still I am thankful for the "fish out of water" feeling. That keeps me running back to You Almighty God. I truly don't want to live for a second without being fully aware or Your presence.

I have so many dreams, so many goals, so many plans. Most times I take all these abstract things and act upon them. So excited in the beginning, hoping soon they will no longer be abstract but a reality... But I soon realize that  loose steam, get distracted and then sadly I'm at the very beginning right where I started.

I desire a deeper and closer relationship with God, a deeper, fervent and heart- felt prayer life, and even seemingly small things like speaking a new language, or even just trying to break old habits like procrastination, slothfulness and so much more! but it always seems like I'm not making any progress as I notice the trend of repetitive starts.

I truly desire a change and rest from this trend of starting a thing but not finishing. I hinge my hope and faith on the fact that I serve a God who is Alpha and Omega (Rev1v8).

PRAYER

Dear Lord. Please give me the grace to start and finish whatever I lay my hands to do. Help me oh Alpha and Omega for I ask in Jesus mighty name. Amen

Sweet Holy Spirit

I remember reading in John 16, Jesus was comforting His disciples because he knew He was about to leave the earth to be joined back with His Father in heaven. I couldn't help but feel sad  for them. I personally hate break ups, good byes or farewells. I was also sad even as I read, that He truly had to go.

Jesus really comforted them. He actually said it was for their good that He was going (v7). But how could that be good I'm sure they must have asked themselves. He said He was sending the Advocate. That the Holy Spirit will prove the world wrong about sin and righteousness and judgement. That the Spirit will guide us through all truths and so much more. 

I know Jesus has sent the Advocate to us.  I want to walk with Him (the Holy Spirit). Talk with Him. Ask Him questions be with Him. Have a close relationship with Him like the kind Jesus had with His disciples. I know He is right here. All I want is to be more aware and conscious of the advantage already given to me freely by my Lord Jesus Christ. I need a comforter, advocate, teacher, helper, standby. I truly do....


PRAYER

Sweet Holy Spirit, I know you are real and just waiting for me to make the call. Thank you so much. Please sweet Spirit of the most High God help me to yield more to you so that you can find full expression in me. Strengthen me for times when I am weak. Remember oh Dear Lord you said that your eyes range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to You. (2Chronicles16v9).

Please mould me and make me to be what you want me to be use my life to inspire many in Jesus mighty name. Amen.