Saturday, 17 August 2013

Dry Spells

We all go through this phase as Christians and I'm glad to know its not peculiar to me. I couldn't help but be thankful for this piece by one of my favorite Devotionals by Andrew Mark Scott. It's really reassuring to know that we serve a God that sees us through ALL our trials. 

ANDREW MARK SCOTT'S DEVOTIONALS
Taking God At His Word. 

Friday August 16, 2013. 

Dry Spells

There are times when prayer seems like a trickle. The pump to our spiritual well has run dry and the words are just a whimper, a sigh or a moan. You may not feel far from God, but the passion for prayer, reading the word and worship has all but evaporated by the heat of life's circumstances. 

Your soul is parched for water, but you are too weary even thinking of filling a glass of cold water no less find it. Then you are gripped by hunger pains only to be overwhelmed by thirst in this endless cycle of need. A deep weariness overtakes you and all you do is want to sleep even if you are famished and parched. You really don't know which need to satisfy because the demands are too great. Distractions all around you threaten to swallow your last ounce of strength.

We all go through dry spells in our Christian walk. This wilderness experience will be re-visited many times over our lifetime. While the first time may be the most difficult, it still can be a challenge even for the most seasoned believer. Before the dry spell, often there is a mountain top experience where fellowship with God is sweet. His power and strength is known. Worship flows freely. The Scriptures are alive and promises almost jump off the page. There is an excitement and renewed vision for the things of God. Passion to love Him surges to new heights.

Then the Enemy stops up our wells like Isaac experienced in Genesis 26:15. He tries to prevent the flow of fresh water to sustain our lives in the wilderness (or the wild places where beasts and enemies dwell). 

But God gives us a promise to carry us through these tough wilderness experiences where we are stripped of pride, self-reliance and ego. A place where God tests our hearts. Will we be just as passionate and loving toward Him when our wells have run dry? When the noon day heat threatens to scorch our souls? Or will we complain and accuse of Him of neglect and question why He has forsaken us?

It says in Isaiah 58:11, "And the LORD shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not" (KJV).

Dig deep beloved, in those dry times, there is a hidden spring in Christ to be found. It will burst forth with living water but only to those who resign themselves to His care in times of dryness and weariness.

http://andrewdevotional.blogspot.com/?m=1

Friday, 16 August 2013

Blessed in Your Presence.. (Reflections)

It's been seven days now since I have been consistently in Your presence. I'm  happy to have come this far and I know that I have learnt a lot. 
I am learning that Your presence changes me. I'm learning to be aware that You are always with me even though I cannot see You and that You are Lord irrespective of my feelings or thoughts...learning to take it that way.
I am also learning the importance of Your word! I noticed you comfort and guide me; especially my emotions and actions by what You say in your word (The Bible) as I read daily. You leave words of promises, assurance, comfort, instruction and direction that at first I just read alone but now I am carrying through out my day as I recite them to myself or tell them to others given the opportunity. 

Today is particularly special because I woke up glad like I had a special delivery waiting for me and I realized it was Your grace that You daily pour out and have always been pouring out faithfully, but today I felt it. The realization of this daily allocation, made me thank You more when I praised Your name. You are truly faithful Lord. 

Lastly I realize what a great privilege and a beautiful opportunity it is to be in Your presence. I feel blessed. I don't want this to end I want it to be my life. Not just visiting but abiding, living, dwelling daily in Your presence. This is where I want to be...

PRAYER. 
Lord of Lords, King of Kings, Maker and Ruler of every living thing who sits on the throne. My Lord, My God! Thank You for Your grace and Mercy, for Your faithfulness and Your presence. Thank You for You hear me when I call I'm glad to call You Father receive my praise Lord. 

You are a rewarder of those who diligently seek You Lord, Father I ask for more grace to seek Your face that I may receive the reward of Your presence. 
I ask Dear Lord that You give me the wisdom to apply everything You instruct and teach me in my daily life. 
Help me to lay up Your word in my heart and help me to grow richer in You. Don't allow me seek You in vain please mould me and make me into what You want me to be. My eyes are on You and I wait patiently Lord. I thank You in advance for where You are taking me to and for making me complete into whom You have called me to be. Blessed be Your name forever and ever. For in Jesus Mighty name I pray. Amen.  

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

My Morning Prayer

Good Morning Dear Lord, thank You for waking me up into your presence with a song in my heart and praises upon my lips. I cannot thank You enough for You  oh Lord are the very air I breathe, the song I sing. The shouts of a million angels are not enough to praise You and Your kingdom and dominion is forever more. Thank You for your awesome presence. Thank you for everything.   

Dear Lord, I pray that Your gracious had will be upon me today. Pour out your good Spirit without limit over me. Help me to please You in all my ways.I hide myself and all that concerns me in You. Pour out more grace upon me today. 

Thanks be to Your Holy Name. Be thou exalted above the Highest heaven. May Your name be praised forever and ever. Amen. 


This is my desire

Oh how I want to know You Lord! Not from a distance not from far but close to me!  So close that I can hear what you are saying to me. 
How happy that day will be; for then I will know what to do, where to go and where not to go, how to conduct myself and what to say. 

For indeed You will guide me in the paths in which I should go and I will not be ashamed. You will instruct me, lead me and guide me. 

Oh how I long to hear Your voice ever so clearly and all the time like Moses, and all the prophets. 

I'm comforted dear Lord knowing that nothing I will ever ask is beyond Your ability. Instead, You go ahead to exceed my expectation. For this I'm grateful and I thank You in advance as I patiently wait excited to see where You will take me. I love You Lord and there is no one like You. 

Monday, 12 August 2013

I Am with you ALWAYS.

Thank You Lord for waking me up this morning. What a blessing it is to come before His Majesty. 
 I often tell myself that the breath  in my lungs and the blood flowing through my veins are indications that You haven't given up on me and You are giving me the opportunity of a second chance. For this Lord I'm truly grateful and encouraged. Thank You Lord.

As I read my Bible, waiting on You, I have faith that I heard You ask me "what will you do if you knew I were right there with you?" 
My mind went far as I began to ponder on and answer the question. I will not do some things I do. Won't say some things too and I will certainly talk to Him more, ask more questions. I won't feel so afraid and alone. Surely the way I conduct myself will be totally different. 
Then I also believe you instructed me to go about my day KNOWING YOU ARE RIGHT THERE.... 
Lets try this today Lord, together, and see how today goes. 

PRAYER. 
Dear Lord please pour out more grace to obey Your instruction as I determine in my heart to go about my day with full consciousness that's You are right there by my side. Remind me when it seems like I'm forgetting. I pray my ways pleases You today. Open my eyes to see and appreciate how Great You are.  Thank You for where You are taking me to. I give you all the glory. You are awesome and I love You. Blessed be Your Holy Name. In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen. 

Ps Lord help me make it here tomorrow, for I truly want to know You More and More. 

Sunday, 11 August 2013

Oh Lord My Eyes Are On You...

Who can help me when all else fails me? Where or to whom can I run to when there's no one arround? Who can I trust when I have been disappointed? Who will hear my desperate cry?

Even when my own wisdom fails me, and my strength gives way. When my abilities, skills and even when my body is weak to my will... When sorrows and trouble and worries torment me. When it seems like there is no way out. When fear consumes me, when sadness lays with me and I am left all alone with no where to turn...

When my heart is troubled and I seek understanding for where I got it all wrong. When I'm deep in confusion and need answers that I may make some sense out all that seems to be going on. When I don't know where to turn. 

Even in this I have learnt! I know better than to look at the depth of my pit but to look to your High and Lofty Mountain. 
Oh Lord my eyes are on You... Whose arms are ever wide open? Whose embrace gives me peace and warmth? Even when my heart fails me Your grace cannot fail me. 
I hear You say again and again why don't you trust me? Why don't you allow me help you?  Why are you still carrying this heavy burden? Why don't you come to me? My arms are wide open and I can handle it! 

Lord from where I stand I will give You Praise as I fix my eyes on You. I am thankful for You can see beyond my eyes would ever see. You know more than my mind would ever imagine. You can do all things and can fix the toughest problems. All power belongs to You, and I can rest in Your strength. I learnt in church today, to give You Prophetic praise because You oh Lord exist in eternity. You know and have experienced me and Your Kingdom reigns over the kingdoms of men. I will sing Your praise oh Almighty God because nothing is to difficult for You. When I cast my mind back you have always been there. I thank You for You and see the end from the beginning  therefore, I will put my trust in You!! Oh Alpha and Omega. 
I only ask my Lord, that I will continue to dwell in Your courts all the days of my Life. I praise You oh Lord.  

Saturday, 10 August 2013

I wait on You....

I woke up this morning Dear Lord  and You were the first thing on my mind as I rushed out of bed to Your presence. So many thoughts came to my mind as I sat quietly like "will I know what to say?", "will I say enough?" One of my worries is that I may not be able to fully express myself to You. But when words fail me I know my heart won't so Lord, I give you my heart. 
Every good relationship is built on so many things as I have come to realize and one of which is time. My Lord, as I sow these few hours please help me grow to know You more as this is my desire. I refuse to believe You wont grant my humble request as Mathew 7 v 7-11 and Luke 11 v 5-13 comes to mind. Please Lord, I need You. I ask for more of You. I don't want to live my life without Your full influence after all, we are influenced by who we keep constant company of. 
As a seed Dear Lord I sow these few hours with the hope that soon, we will grow so fond of each other that I won't be able to stay away from You for even a second. Here's my hand Lord take me deeper....
Oh just one more thing Lord, thank You for waking me up by 5am this morning. I know I should have slept earlier. Please Lord, I ask for the grace to make it back here by 4am tomorrow. Thank You Father in advance. I love You and I think You are the best gift anyone could ever have. (Words are not enough). Praises, Honor, Strength, Wisdom, Glory, Power and Majesty be to Your Holy and wonderful name. In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen



Mathew 7 v 7-11.
7Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
9Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?
10Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?
11If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

And Luke 11 v 5-13.
5And he said unto them, Which of you shall have a friend, and shall go unto him at midnight, and say unto him, Friend, lend me three loaves;
6For a friend of mine in his journey is come to me, and I have nothing to set before him?
7And he from within shall answer and say, Trouble me not: the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed; I cannot rise and give thee.
8I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth.
9And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
10For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
11If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
12Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
13If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?